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.April 8, 2005 ' 23:55 Y
haiz.. so many things happen today.. carved my name on my hands as usual. but its abit deep now cuz its lyk jutting from my skin.den got sports leader meeting. went to white sands with gloria to get some stuff for 'the amazing race'. got back to school.gave the stuff to senior sportd leaders. den went to the dedication of songs booth.listened to a few head banging songs with renny, aisyah, xue yin, marcus, nicholas and p(a) people.den helped out in netball..
den dats when the real matter started to happen.. asked tom( not he's real name) to hold my penknife and phonecard.den wennt to play netball. den when finish playing le i wanted to take back my penknife from tom but he refuse to give me. den i snatch from him den he got fucked up cuz i was being too damn stubborn as he said for ssssssssssooooooo many times not to hurt myself le.. den he got up and left and sat behind the dedication booth. i could see dat he was really really fucked up with me. den went to dick( not he's real name) said i was sorry. den he gave dat fucked up face. den he say.. tell ya'll so many times already not to hurt yourself den you all do lyk so fun lyk dat. den i had nothing to say.. speechless.. den i said sorry and sorry and sorry but still.. *sigh!* den went to tom and said i was really sorry and after this current carvings fade i'll never do it again. and he told me to [go away] and [go play your netball] he was really really fucked up. and so was i. i mean i noe i was wrong. i was being a stubborn bitch la ok? fine den i walk off. went to the toilet lyk wad normal gurls does and reflect. drop by drop my tears started to roll down my cheeks.. donno for wad.. den slowly slowly.. i donno wad to do already.. i mean its MY fault and I did'nt want to listen to them in the fers place.. so dis is was I get for not treasuring wad I have infront of ME.. its MY fault.. so i'm sorry.. i donno how its gonna be now.. are we still frens? or are we foes? i dun want our frenship to be lyk dat. but wad can i do? wad can i do?!!?!?!! damn it! shit! if only i was rammed down by a car!! damn it!
after all that.. wad i can say to tom, dick amd harry( the magnificent 3 u noe hu u are) and some other people who have been caring for me and all i do was repeating the same thing again and again.. i'm SORRY for wad i've done. i'm really am. to all of you out there. take care and dun take advantage and waste wad u have now and realize them when u already loose em'. goodnite yall!!
and this is one heck of a long entry~!!
SITY KAY!